Jocul cuvintelor.

Viata, asa cum este…de poveste,

Sopteste vorbe de iubire pentru cine stie,

Rasete, zambete, sunete si verde este tot ce apare

intr’un cadru  mirific! ma doare si ma mir de minune

minunea de vis, ruleta turbata a destinelor si a luminilor

Ma simt ca o fiinta tainica, gadilata de varietatea senzatiilor

Sunt intr’un carusel tembel ce ma agita si ma poarta’n diversitatea planurilor existentiale

precari suntem cu totii, ne iubim intr’un destin comun cu idei latente

Stare de bine ramai langa mine si joaca’te cu gandurile mele

Viata de poveste…te urasc, te iubesc si iti multumesc!

Si dupa!?

La trei in noapte fumul de tigara zboara,

departe undeva deasupra orasului mort, ingropat in nametii de zapada

strazi murdare goale, ca si sufletele, se ascund printre ei

Pasari ucigase infometate de dreptate

Ca si lumea gandurile nu mai sunt de mult curate,

Creaturi fioroase , mistice , deviate

se zbat intre viata si moarte, intre realitate si irealitate

superficialitatea a invins inocenta

bizarul a devenit normal, ne prefacem ca suntem umani!

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Date a girl who reads!

Raeka„Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.

Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilightseries.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes.”

Drizzle and Hurricane

„I wanted so badley to lie down next to her on the bed to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But i lacked the courage and i was gawky and she was gorgeous and i was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So i walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, i was drizzle and she was hurricane.”

Do not stand at my grave and weep.

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave bereft
I am not there. I have not left.

Mary Elisabeth Frye

Prietenul nostru, cainele, ne spune:

Raeka1. Fiecare despartire de tine este pentru mine o suferinta. Gandeste-te la asta inainte sa ma iei.

2. Da-mi timp sa inteleg ce vrei de la mine.

3. Da-mi incredere, traiesc din ea.

4. Nu te supara prea mult pe mine si nu ma inchide ca pedeapsa.Tu ai munca ta, prietenii si distractiile. Eu te am numai pe tine.

5. Vorbeste cu mine din cand in cand.

6. Invata sa ma tratezi asa cum trebuie. Nu am sa uit niciodata.

7. Inainte sa ma bati gandeste-te ca mandibulele mele ar putea foarte usor sa distruga oasele mainilor tale si totusi nu le folosesc.

8. Inainte sa ma faci „inutil”, „prost” sau „incapatanat” cand imi ceri sa fac ceva ,gandeste-te ca poate mancarea mi-a facut rau, ca am stat prea mult timp la soare sau ca inima mea e obosita.

9. Ocupa-te de mine cand o sa fiu batran………si tu o sa fi odata.

10. Vreau sa fi langa mine cand o sa vina acea perioada dificila.Nu spune niciodata „nu pot sa suport” sau „sa se intample cand eu nu o sa fiu prezent”.Totul va fi mai usor pentru mine daca tu o sa fii prezent.

Raeka: Eu am plans, daca plangi si tu fa in asa fel incat sa nu fie prea tarziu! Pretuieste cat exista! Daca stau sa ma gandesc este valabil pentru orice in viata asta…